The last couple of days have been tough. I’m currently getting close to losing my apartment since I’ve been out of work. This sometimes leads me into a cycle of depression and panic, where I go from feeling hopeless to not being able to prioritize what thing to do and thus ending up functionally frozen. Do I work on my resume? Coding project? Do some reading? Exercise? As soon as I start any of them, I can’t stop thinking about how I should be doing one of the others, and go nowhere on any of them.

In addition to that, since I might be seeing my daughter a lot less soon, I’m trying to maximize my time with her, and bring as much positivity and energy to my time with her as I can. My situation is not her fault, and she shouldn’t suffer for it.

All that said, it’s definitely time to get back on the horse. I’m going to post a blog today that’s out of band from my AI project, but I’ll go back to that tonight or tomorrow.